tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010291004593519809.post6841067611661196324..comments2023-08-23T10:34:56.222-04:00Comments on Records of an Impossibility: AmalgamationSagehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09872769253218948198noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010291004593519809.post-54255051098495855232012-04-29T03:27:31.475-04:002012-04-29T03:27:31.475-04:00never snip those parts of yourself personally. rib...never snip those parts of yourself personally. ribbons stripped from the soul can never be sewn together again.<br /><br />your decision was the best route. take that from someone who walked that road less traveled.Moe Nunbadyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00242399452584565737noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010291004593519809.post-11657643366157784572012-04-26T22:42:05.021-04:002012-04-26T22:42:05.021-04:00We want the truth. Is that so much to ask, Nick?We want the truth. Is that so much to ask, Nick?Dia Renaldahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14427770216623216447noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010291004593519809.post-5808364085121492002012-04-26T22:32:59.004-04:002012-04-26T22:32:59.004-04:00You guys want EVERYTHING?
Okay. Fine. I'll se...You guys want EVERYTHING?<br /><br />Okay. Fine. I'll see what I can do. But we're going into serious crazyland. We're talking really weird shit, shit so weird that *I* still question my sanity. We're talking the shit that turned my catchphrase into, "Now I might be insane, but..."<br /><br />So yeah. LEts talk about the past. Besides which, scrounging up all the badasses I can find is taking longer than I thought.AmalgamationSagehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09872769253218948198noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010291004593519809.post-46645355662054341062012-04-26T13:53:17.650-04:002012-04-26T13:53:17.650-04:00Yeah, she's generally got a point there Nick. ...Yeah, she's generally got a point there Nick. Not saying she doesn't go too far at times while bitching people out on stuff(a level of tact we seem to share at times), BUT... she's only judging based on the information given her. So stop complaining when we don't understand the whole picture... when you aren't giving us the whole picture. There's only so much that can be deduced from the little pieces. We're trying our best over here. Xp<br /><br /><br />Beyond that, still gotta say, you are WAY too hard on yourself man. I understand, for the most part, but still... Way too hard on yourself. Try and "Relax" a bit, eh? "The world's always ending." So take a day off now and again, hm?The Gargoylehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12720467104720529276noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010291004593519809.post-19623798916601242842012-04-25T21:28:18.519-04:002012-04-25T21:28:18.519-04:00Nick? Could you do me (and the other readers) a fa...Nick? Could you do me (and the other readers) a favor and actually tell the whole story so we'll know what on earth you're talking about? You can't tell us the beginning and the end, and get upset because we don't know the middle. <br /><br />I do apologize for judging your friends' involvement before knowing the whole story. <br /><br />Oh, and Ben? Your reputation as the rudest commenter precedes you! I honestly don't care what you have to say. Kindly fuck off underneath your bridge.Jack Wolfehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08604153077509457619noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010291004593519809.post-33346972556829163132012-04-25T21:26:35.853-04:002012-04-25T21:26:35.853-04:00This comment has been removed by the author.Jack Wolfehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08604153077509457619noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010291004593519809.post-63293551330174148772012-04-25T19:10:21.773-04:002012-04-25T19:10:21.773-04:00It's kind of amusing how you're a dick, Be...It's kind of amusing how <i>you're a <b>dick</b>, Ben</i>.<br /><br />Although I am sort of liking the sort of narrative trinity this part of the story has - one takes care of the body, one takes care of the soul, and one takes care of the corrupting force. Magic being the apparent clusterfuck of allegory that it is... who knows, maybe it couldn't have been done any other way.Alananoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010291004593519809.post-55127533820883507062012-04-25T18:41:51.023-04:002012-04-25T18:41:51.023-04:00It's kind of amusing how worked up Amy is gett...It's kind of amusing how worked up Amy is getting about your personal life.Benhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11072308398069566316noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010291004593519809.post-58768633709534603192012-04-25T17:39:33.916-04:002012-04-25T17:39:33.916-04:00I'll take your words in the spirit they're...I'll take your words in the spirit they're intended.<br /><br />Look. Ellen gets to say whatever she wants about The Presence. She was on the wrong end of her for a long time, almost as long as I was. She gets a free pass from me. All you have to go on is this story, and events I've hinted at, and you're judging awfully fast.<br /><br />I was connected to that woman since I was a small boy. We were together wherever we went, and whatever we did. She was everything to me.<br /><br />When Val's mind left us, she didn't see what happened while she was out. Green Man asked me if I was sure about this.<br /><br />I told the thing The Presence had become, "He's going to shoot you. You WILL die."<br /><br />For the first time in years, she went quiet. She started crying. She said, "Do it. Please. Just do it."<br /><br />It wasn't the first time she'd begged me to kill her. This time, I knew there was no other way out. I told Green Man to do the job.<br /><br />I called Green Man in because I didn't have the power to finish the job anymore. She'd grown beyond what I was. Beyond what any of us were, really. Except what he could do. No one else could do the things Green Man did. I called in Valerie, because Green Man's senses are distorted by his armor. The thing the Presence had become, it's EXISTENCE screwed with my senses. I needed someone who could tell me it was over. Valerie was the only one I had left who could view it at a distance and UNDERSTAND it. <br /><br />So don't shit in my coffee, and call it nutmeg: thank you for your kind words, but there were some words you should have left out. Years ago, when she first begged me to kill her, should I have done it? Maybe. But as you'll find out, there were a lot of other people who fucked up who could have helped me save her. Others betrayed us to make sure that there could be no other outcome than what happened.<br /><br />So kindly shut your hole until you know the story. In the meantime: Welcome to the Impossible. It's time to save the world.AmalgamationSagehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09872769253218948198noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010291004593519809.post-41585313906526460392012-04-25T04:08:18.873-04:002012-04-25T04:08:18.873-04:00Hakurei Ryuu's involvement was cruel to her, c...Hakurei Ryuu's involvement was cruel to her, cruel to Nick, and cruel to anyone that had to watch the account being retold. It was unnecessary. It was out of character for you, Nick, to do things that would cause good people pain simply because you couldn't do what you needed to do on your own. Your reluctance to kill a corrupt, evil love of yours is directly the cause of what happened, of their pain. For that, I am disappointed in you, all this time later.<br /><br />She was right. You should have killed that poor girl years ago, rather than being selfish, rather than letting both your pain continue on for so many years. It wound up in the loss of life. The loss of innocence, and hell, so much pain it is disgusting to see even from a stranger's perspective. That little spark.. had bee there all along. That little bit of goodness, wishing for an escape, wishing for your help and watching as the corruption swallowed her whole had to endure every bit of cruelty that she wound up committing. That, out of all of it, was wrong.<br /><br />Little Stacia will come back when she is ready, when the timing is right. You have to find some kind of happiness in what's happened, in the fact that things are finally tying up and being understood. That you managed to salvage what little good there was of her, the REAL Her, and protect her in the end. That is beautiful. It is miraculous, and wonderful.<br /><br />Maybe in the end being selfish was necessary in that instance. But please, please do us a favor Nick, and don't let your Self become consumed like Hers did. Let yourself heal, become the beautifully amazing man that I know you to be. Stop letting the pain consume your life. I'm not telling you to try to overcome every terrible thing in one night, far from it. You are lying to your friends, hiding in a corner and hoping your pain will leave, telling yourself that the numbness is preferrable to the emotions. Yet you know as well as I, those horrible emotions are still there, you aren't truly numbed to their effects. You're suffering.<br /><br />Get up and DO something. Do the things that make your soul shine, help people once again, practice on the astral plane, whatever gets you motivated and moving. I promise being constructive will help you in the end, and it will prove your usefulness. Not to the followers, not to the Proxies or the Runners or anyone else, but to yourself. So you can feel truth and faith and confidence in yourself once more. I know who you are. This shell, it isn't you.<br /><br />There are many people that love you, that wish to see you through this time and want to support you. Let us. Let us help you, no matter our fussing or our fighting.<br /><br />You owe it to yourself.<br /><br />You owe it to Stacia.<br /><br />You owe it to.. well, everyone that's ever looked up to you.<br /><br /><i>I</i> have faith that you won't let us down.Jack Wolfehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08604153077509457619noreply@blogger.com